duhhhhhhh

ever have a day when you suddenly realize that you don't have any thoughts? and then you freak out, thinking, why don't i have any thoughts? and you try to think of something, but there's nothing there in your head? at all? so you just sit around outside of work for two hours after you were supposed to leave, and whenever your coworkers come out for a cigarette you're still there, and they ask what's the matter, and you say "i don't know"? and your answer to any question they put to you is "i don't know"? seriously, i'm all... empty feeling. and i don't know why. i don't know when it started, i don't know what it is i want to know, etc etc. sigh. not tired. not energetic. not worried. not happy. just. static.